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And you start to freak out like

 

(Source: kanguskhan, via kewtersnatch)

My mother is a fucking passive aggressive, nutjob most of the damn time. I had been tired and busy and not in much of a mood to talk to anyone or even text. That week I had currently come back to live with my boyfriend and his family again after a feud based in a lack of communication where I was temporarily kicked out of the house. 

But all that was done with and we mended. EXCEPT MY MOTHER WHO HAD NO PART OF THIS INITIALLY. 

She got them jelly feels because i don’t bust missions to her every free opportunity I get or call constantly and yet I see Edwin and the people I LIVE with everyday because, the fuck, they’re right fucking here.

Past things like her being in the military the early years of my life, kept bonding to a minimum, so did her absurd temper, and welp, I’m almost 20 and now she wants to play that role. 

So then she’d send me messages like these, angry voicemails emails and her friends text me, that I was the bad folk. While, yes I’m her kid and I’d love to support her, I nor anyone else she comes in contact with in her life should be her beating sticks when she finds it convenient. 

I didn’t know I was married to her, my bad for you and my father for doing it and you deciding on keeping me and then leaving me with other family members. Opps.

My mom has her problems to figure out, and she has to do that on her own. 

Don’t worry though, I still bought her a card for mother’s day. One day this week, I’ll find time to drop it off after work.

• Mabel Miller

  umm sure cool and prolly NOT

  do not waste your time period

  and I’m not joking so do not call me period.

  as you can see I’m over it and aparently talking about my feelings with you did not mean crap

  you seem to do just fine without me and thats how you want to be that what you will get

  you do not take time with me seriously and that is just what it is. Blame me , that;s cool I did the best I could with what I had and you seem to just take me being alive for granted and I’m way over shit with you
• 

  12:35am

  Mabel Miller

  will always love you but I’m not down for the bullshit and I dont see that you will get it so know that you are loved and with that said also know that I’m done. God Bless

  I said a note but seriously you could not make time for your mother wtf over . I bet if your man or his family needed y9ou you would be there for them

  arrr shm fts
• April 16
• 

  10:21am

  Mabel Miller

  yes its morning and my feelings are still hurt!
• April 16
• 

  4:58pm

  Mabel Miller

  K IMA OUT OF THE PROGRAM AS IF YOU WOULD BOTHER TO ASK . what ever though it is what it is

  so yes like i said do not call there  cuz Im the fk out of there
• April 16
• 

  8:09pm

  Mabel Miller

  k thi shall be my last attempt to contact you so do with it what you will P.S. stop being such a victum cuz you knew what could happen if the treatment opend up some wounds. w/e peace
• April 17
• 

  2:17am

  Mabel Miller

  This is how you what things to be so I’m going to give it to you because you are old enough to hear this. You asked for me to tell you the truth and that you supported me getting help and I told you that things would get ugly at times and just when it does you can’t take the heat. Child you have no Idea what kind of childhood I survived and wish you could just try not to be so judgmental when it come to me expressing my shit cuz frankly I have asked you to participate with meetings and I know that you are busy, but this shit doesn’t happen unless there is a network of family to help and it must suck to be you cuz that’s you. Look around you and see and know that this woman has been through some shit that is obviously not your fault, yet I haven’t had much support consistently to get it out and when it does finally come out you run. I just don’t know why you are around for something’s and not at times when it’s truly tuff, yet you are there for others when it’s mostly easy. Barbara, I’m only flesh and blood and I was not equipped to sustain through all the pain like this, so if you can’t find a way to accept me at my worst then it seems pointless for you to see me as anything other than the person who gave birth to you. Yes, I will push loved ones away because of the pain that comes out of me, so be thankful in knowing I cared enough to take you away from all the crap and try and give you a better shot than I had at a childhood. Your inability to correspond today even after I tried in many ways has said a lot to me about the direction I should be going and I will extend my good byes until you show me otherwise. I will wish you well and say God Bless to you and yours. You can be pissy , yet that would be a waste of time, so suck it up butter cup and decided if you want me around or not cuz as it stands I’m going to take your lack of correspondence as a sign for me to be gone. We all make choices and it seem sit’s time for some tuff choices and tuff love cuz I’m not going to survive the feeling that wash over me when I’m ignored out of stubbornness because you can’t bother to ask me what’s wrong and then it just compounds till I blow my feeling at the mouth. I have kept my mouth shut and what do I get for it but some ignorance from both sides.
• April 22
• 

  12:22am

  Mabel Miller

  You asked for it God Bless you and yours, you make your bed so lay in it. Love always, yet it shall never be acceptable to be ignored as a mother…. wish you well and may karma not bite yo ass 

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